got drunk at a party where i knew two people, got desperate and started asking people if they had coke. probably not a good impression, but fortunately the third group of people i asked did have some. after the party ended i hung out with two girls and three guys at some dudes apartment. i never felt so lame in my life that i thought i would be desperate enough to hang out with people i didn't know just to do some coke.
besides new years, that was the only time ive done any type of drugs for the past two months. which is pretty good for me.
went to dave n busters for my little sisters 22nd birthday... i told her i'd take her out another time but she needed me (being >25) to get her underaged friends in. these are all the same group of girls who had crushes on me when they were at the age where dating was kissing and holding hands.
i deliberately tried not to mingle or talk to any of them, but one of em got real drunk and kept following me the whole night. she'd keep hugging me, telling me how its been so long since she seen me etc. i put 20 dollars into a gamecard and just shot hoops for a long time, thinking she'd go away, but nahhhh. like i said, i don't like young girls, especially my sisters friends- would look weird to me with all her friends there anyways.
closing time, i say my goodbyes and make sure my sister has a safe ride home and i try to sneak out the back. this girl follows me. she says her ride left a while ago and was in town from a break from school. she threw the whole 'i need a place to stay' shit.. alright so whatever, i take her in my car. at this point, im like fuck it. we're not in public anymore, i'm just going to go through with this. ''a morning of awkwardness is always better than a night of loneliness''
halfway home down the freeway and she's throwing up chunks on the side of my car. so instead of hooking up, im bringing this girl water, holding up her hair, watching her destroy my bathroom all through the night.
she had some tight jeans, and some weird but revealing fluffy looking shirt. i thought about changing her clothes, but who am i to judge comfort. it'd probably just be creepy if i did.
friends came by in the morning to fire up the grill for the afc/nfc championship games. she woke up and did the walk of shame without having any shame. she felt real silly when she saw the side of my car, but i just lol'ed.. it aint no thang.
i can't stand people who always you 'hey whats the name of that one song' and then proceed to hum a melody like 'na nah nah nah nah, nah nah nah~'
no i dont understand you. dont ever ask me anything again.
confession: im currently downloading the cardigans - first band on the moon album. i'm almost embarrassed.
i was rooting against the steelers on sunday just so i wouldnt have to hear people say 'black and yellow, black and yellow' all day at my office
an older woman, maybe mid 30s i think was coming onto me at the grocery market. maybe it was the helpless look i was giving out when i was staring at the meat section. she talks to me about recipes for 5 minutes and how she likes to cook for people. but i wussed out and didnt do shit. i just wasnt prepared for it. i had just got done working on my car and had some stupid shirt on that says 'think outside the bun' with some stained basketball shorts. new lesson, always be prepared.
new years resolution was to get up early everyday and be more productive. but i tried waking up at 7am on a saturday and ended up taking a nap at noon that lasted til 5pm. kinda how i normally do it on a workday. kidding, sort of.
i dont think i ever kissed anyone on new years.
i keep a red container of gas in the back of my truck. shit holds like 3 gallons. my car creeps up on me and will die out. it's happened to me twice before, so i got that shit in case of emergency. yesterday that container got stolen with like 11 dollars worth of gas in it. man fuck.