I want to puke all my feelings out and have a fresh start again.
I want to puke all my feelings out and have a fresh start again.
Man, this Mega-Million Lottery spectacle is becoming an all out circus. The Jackpot's up to $640 Million now...sheesh.....
Last edited by Rogues' Gallery; March 30th, 2012 at 02:02 PM.
"Ahh, the Ocean! Salty and full of dead shit that shouldn't be brought back up. Ain't it grand? What I like best, though, is that it's nice n' quiet here. Picturesque, peaceful, private - A fitting place for sea tragedies and your fuckin' remains to rest."
What the hell is this shit?
Got new eyeglass lenses yesterday and for some reason they are AWFUL. I can see just fine when I look straight ahead, but if I don't look through the very center of the glasses things start to distort/get blurred. I'm VERY certain that I didn't have that with my old ones! I feel like I'm on drugs everytime I move my head or just walk!
I asked Google and apparently it's just "what new glasses do nowadays" and "you get used to it" after a while, aka learn to turn your head everytime.
Well, excuse me, but this is stupid! I don't even dare drive with those glasses on!
Also, I'm suffering horrible mood swings, so everything seems infinitely worse and BITCH BITCH WHINE!
Is it a specific type of lense they used? I know that some have different materials used and whatnot.
I'd say if it's really as bad as you say that you go back in and demand they fix it because that shouldn't be happening.
holydays just started, which kinda sucks for me because i won't be seeing the girl I like for at least 13 days. welp I'll have to kill time somehow
Do you remember when yours had the last upgrade?
They only told me that the lenses are, uh, "coated" (? so that I don't see my own eye reflected) just like my old ones were and that they made them a bit thinner than they usually would have been. Since those are the only "extras" the lenses have and I don't remember if my old ones were made thinner I guess it has something to do with that, somehow. I have no idea what material they used though...
It's really, really annoying. Everything that isn't dead center looks slim and distorted until I look at it "correctly". That's why I feel awful whenever I move; things get thinner/normal non-stop when I walk around.
I can't take it, I'll pay them a visit as soon as I get up tomorrow.
I have the coating which makes my glasses non-reflective too, but I've never had them thin down the lenses on me.
To me it sounds like that might be the issue, it could be creating the effect that a magnifying glass has when you hold it away from your face. I'd definitely get out of those asap.
Had dinner with my uncle and grandma. I love it when we get together, because the discussion can literally go anywhere. The two notable topics of the night were Tim Tebow and Skyrim, which I never thought in my life I'd be discussing with my grandma. And we ate at Bob Evans, which is a total plus. Yum.~
4 more hours.
*dives into underwater bomb shelter*
Why do I ALWAYS come down with fever on the one day I can rest and chill as much as I want lately? =/ Seriously always something happens to ruin my Saturday peace the past few weeks. Annoying as hell. *massages head and back*
My 3DS Friend Code: 1091 - 8457 - 8212
No rubbish for Ayla, or head go boom!
Heading to the airport now. See you guys again hopefully before I get back on Wednesday. Maybe I'll take some nice pics.
Just spent the last five hours handing tools and operating the switch box to a parental party of mine, who subsequently volunteered us to carry down stuff left behind by construction workers, including a 90 pound bag of cement.
Not all too happy but at least Lidl has Freeway Cola (non light !) on stock again.
First of all I would recommend a cup of tea and that you sit down for a minute. Cry, feel better. Try to make yourself feel better. That's what is important. Write your thoughts or draw or something, don't just sit with your thoughts because it'll drive you mad. Get them out.
And I'm sorry that you are going through this.
My mom showed up and was pretty frustrated. She talked about how she had met the most handsome man at a hospital, who just happened to be an attending. He came to Denmark to some I dunno in Copenhagen a few years back and is now living in Aarhus. So he was flirting with her, and all was good but ma' here was like "oh yeah, I'm totally happy - My husband and happy family is waiting for me so gotta kthxbai" and now she is totally torn up about "finally" meeting a good man but not being able to make a move because, get this, he is black. She said he looked like a sexy Freeman with white beard and all. So I was like wut? And then she went on about "the biggest regret" she ever had and how she would totally make it something if it wasn't because of his color. THEN she was talking about how people would think it was like what my dad did (he's been around the globe if you know what I mean) and then went on about what beautiful mulatto children they would have like my little sis (I'm just sitting there almost as pale as a ginger "thank u for saying dat again"). This is bull shit. And kinda racist but whatever. She always finds something wrong! It's her birthday tomorrow so I am thinking about getting her one of those "get back in the game- almost Fifty, Fabulous and feisty" or something books. If she get's angry I can just say that it's an Aprils Fool thing. But unbeknown to her I KNOW she will read it. It's been well near 16 years since she's gotten something! Maybe she will stop being such a... Witch it's worth the try...
Also I cleaned today. Now I can breath without gagging again! :D Oh yeah! Feeling OCD not sitting in trash.
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You should really vote for Kai.
Our hamster can't walk right anymore. She keeps falling over to the right side, head first, with every step she makes. It ... it doesn't look good. Even when she's sitting in our hands she constatly falls over to the right, having her head tilted to that side all the time. She was just fine yesterday!
She's not in pain as far as we can tell. She is playing with us (as good as she can while constantly falling over/running in circles) and she's eating and drinking. But ...
My condolences *hugs*
My condolences, Nolus. My grandmother passed away a year ago. I was there for her but she was so bad that I don't think she really recognized me or the others around. A month later, her sister became started getting very sick and soon something came up about her brain. She was hospitalized for almost a month before she soon passed away too. It was just overwhelming, having two relatives die so soon.
So far nothing has happened. I didn't go out yesterday because Thursday we had an afterparty around midnight. Everyone thought it was gonna be the bomb, I came in there wanting to get fucked up and forget about life, but unfortunately, party ended like in 2 hours, booze ended in one. The party just kinda sucked. I stayed at a friend's house, slept enough to remain awake for the next day, got back home, but the thing is, once I went to bed at around 12 AM, something really strange happened to me.
I was dreaming, and somehow something my aunt said (she's a witch, basically. She's extremely hateful and full of spite) in my dream pissed me off so hard I was about to attack someone or her in that dream (which I would never do irl, obviously). The adrenaline and rage got to my head somehow and I heard my heart beating intensely. I waked up instantly and was scared. It felt extremely weird. I left it as nothing and went back to sleep. I had another dream really quickly, don't know how, forgot what the dream was about but I got extremely pissed in this one too and suddenly right as my heart beat goes up I wake up, but I can't move, I can't speak, I'm struggling really hard to move. As soon as I can finally talk and move, I feel like I just exited a dream world, as if there was this strange transition, like if this didn't really happen but it actually did.
I was really fucking scared. I left the TV on and there was an NBA game one so I tried to forget this by watching it, but I was too tired. I couldn't stay awake so I just kept closing my eyes and tried to sleep, but as soon as I did that, all these strange, scary visions popped up in my mind. Visions of memories and things I've seen and shit all distorted. Needless to say I was creeped the fuck out. I couldn't stay awake cause I was so tired but I didn't wanna sleep because the visions in my head were scaring me too much. Soon it went away, I was just completely drained, but I'm still scared at whatever it was that occurred. I'm sure there's a psychological explanation for this, and I probably read about it once, but I can't quite put my finger on whatever this was.
I'm not some crazy religious nutjob and I know the Devil or w/e had nothing to do with this, but I just felt I had to pray. Don't judge me, non-religious AP members, it was just something I felt I had to do, for security and comfort.
This was a stupid sig anyway
Today I attended a Japanese culture festival of sorts downtown, called Japan Fest. It was pretty cool, and I really enjoyed the performances of traditional Japanese music and dance. There was also a lot of cosplayers present, and a cosplaying contest as well, which was a suprise to me. I also purchased myself an adorable Tony Tony Chopper plush from a vendor, and it is my new stuffed companion. Overall I had a good experience, and I now aim to attend Japan Fest again next year, and to also attend a Con for the first time.
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